A troubled Soul

Numbness takes its toll

Now I feel I'm on a roll

Losing all of my control

Going down the rabbit hole

Life's like fire burning

No longer yearning

Heart once mending

Now over bending

Trying to save my troubled mind

My soul so lost it's hard to find

Always on the fucking grind

Always in a wreckless bind

Someone please save me

How could they let this be

Can't they even see

This just ain't my cup of tea

My eyes once full of light

Darkened now by demons plight

Shadows lurking in the night

Bad dreams haunt my every sight

This is what I have become

Yes, I may be so numb

But I get down some

Just give me a shot of rum

Shadows of the night lurk in the dark

Monsters always leave their mark

Just wait till I see the spark

When you meet me in the park

Some nights become so cold

But as I become old

This tale seems told

My life in a mold

You take away

What makes me okay

Leaving me meloncolly

What can I say

The pain inside of me

But this just can't be

As I scream for you to see

Begging please