I pray all the time by CashSteele69 - Zona

I pray all the time by CashSteele69 - Zona

Lyrics

(Verse 1)

My shoulders crack under all this weight

Tryna be strong but I bend, I break

I keep my fears in a death-grip hold

Like I was ever meant to save my soul

You said, “Give it all, don’t pick and choose”

But I still cling to the parts I lose

Turn my panic into whispered prayers

Hoping You’ll prove that You’re really there

(Bridge)

I ask for Your hand, not Your face

Begging for answers, not Your grace

I want control, I want my way

And that’s the moment my faith starts to shake

(Chorus)

I pray all the time, not ’cause I’m okay

But ’cause I’m shattered in every way

Would I even move if I didn’t hurt?

Would I fall to my knees if life didn’t burn?

I wanna be better, but I’m scared to admit

Perfect weather never changes this

(Verse 2)

Life hits hard with a crooked smile

Frustration sticks around a while

Why do I carry what’s not mine?

Why do I bleed just to prove I’m fine?

You turn the pain into somethin’ wild

Like beauty born from a breaking child

But I gotta drop my pride, face my fear

Let confusion fade until it’s clear

(Bridge)

You wouldn’t build a life You’re not needed in

So when it’s dark, that’s where You begin

If I got everything I ever begged

I’d miss Your voice, go the wrong direction instead

(Chorus)

I pray all the time, not ’cause I’m whole

But ’cause I don’t know how to save my soul

Would I trust You if I always won?

Would I look for You if the answers came easy, fast, and done?

I wanna be better, I hate the mess

But perfect weather never taught me this

(Bridge)

You knew they’d leave

You knew they’d lie

Still loved the ones they threw aside

No changed heart, no bitter tone

You loved the broken like they were home

So when the rain hits my skin like truth

And the pain screams louder than You

I’ll listen close, not turn away

Let the storm say what I can’t say

(Final Chorus)

Thank You for the highs, but thank You more

For what destroyed me, shaped my core

Don’t let my failures bury me

Let ’em be the key that sets me free

I wanna be better, even if it hurts

Perfect weather never grows a heart like this

(Outro)

Water me with storms, tear me apart

Make me who You see, not who I am

I won’t be formed by comfort or ease

I’ll be made in the rain, on my knees