Happy & Free

The woman I wanna be is hiding behind the hurt and pain. I wanna be how I use to be . Happy , fulfilled, joyful. Now lately there’s just been to much going on . I have to be another person. Not happy . Sad all the time. I just wanna be me . The happy me. I don’t feel beautiful anymore. I don’t feel the same. Always tired drained. Life is sucking the joy outta me. I just want to be happy . As I use to be. I want my life back . Happy and free. Someone please set me free. I know things aren’t the same anymore. I want to see past it all and gain my happiness back again. Things will work out. I will be my happy self again. God hear me please. Help me please. Help me get there. Set me free of all this pain I carrying . so I can be a happy woman again . I just wanna be me.