Verse 1
Half-awake at my own goodbye
Laugh it off like I’m still alive
Picture perfect while the cracks show through
twenty-one years in, missing what I knew
Pre-Chorus
Say I’m fine, yeah, I’m pretending
Everybody’s numb, I blend in
Feet give way, I’m going under
Voices in my head keep getting louder
Chorus
They say I’ll never be enough
Might as well just quit, give up
I tear myself apart on cue
Save you the trouble, I’ll do it too
You don’t gotta call me a mess
Hit mute on the doubt in my head
I don’t need a push to the edge
I’ll do it myself
Verse 2
Blue light burning through my eyes
Stopped mid-step by another sign
Stuck on replay, same old scene
Red-line thoughts, gasoline
Pre-Chorus 2
Play the villain, bite my tongue
Hands tied but I still swing one
Built these walls, I know the cost
Every night feels like a loss
Chorus
They say I’ll never be enough
Might as well just quit, give up
I break myself down on cue
Don’t need backup, I’ll do it too
You don’t gotta say I’m a wreck
I already know what’s next
I don’t need help losing my head
I’ll do it myself
Bridge
You say you’re born for the lights
I don’t think you’ll survive the night
You say you’re ready for war
I don’t think you want it anymore
Final Chorus
You don’t gotta call me a mess
I’ve been worse, I’ll confess
I don’t need a hand to fall apart
I’ll do it myself