[Verse 1]
You said
"it's fine
Just call"
But my thumb shakes above your name
Scroll past you every time
Like I’m swerving out of your lane
I rehearse what I’d say
In the glow of the fridge at 2 a.m
Sip water just to stall
Like that could calm my chest again
[Chorus]
I can't be the only one (yeah)
Who loves you like I do (yeah)
That's why I'm scared
That's why I run
That's why I hide and I go grab a gun
Loaded with words I never say
I’m scared that you might run away (yeah)
[Verse 2]
See you laugh on some screen
New face leaning into your shoulder
I zoom in till it hurts
Make the empty in my room feel colder
Type "I miss you" then erase
Leave you on read in my own mind
I’m the ghost in our past
Still afraid you’ll leave me behind
[Chorus]
I can't be the only one (yeah)
Who loves you like I do (yeah)
That's why I'm scared
That's why I run
That's why I hide and I go grab a gun
Loaded with words I never say
I’m scared that you might run away (yeah)