Can’t Be The Only One

You said

"it's fine

Just call"

But my thumb shakes above your name

Scroll past you every time

Like I’m swerving out of your lane

I rehearse what I’d say

In the glow of the fridge at 2 a.m

Sip water just to stall

Like that could calm my chest again

I can't be the only one (yeah)

Who loves you like I do (yeah)

That's why I'm scared

That's why I run

That's why I hide and I go grab a gun

Loaded with words I never say

I’m scared that you might run away (yeah)

See you laugh on some screen

New face leaning into your shoulder

I zoom in till it hurts

Make the empty in my room feel colder

Type "I miss you" then erase

Leave you on read in my own mind

I’m the ghost in our past

Still afraid you’ll leave me behind

I can't be the only one (yeah)

Who loves you like I do (yeah)

That's why I'm scared

That's why I run

That's why I hide and I go grab a gun

Loaded with words I never say

I’m scared that you might run away (yeah)