I grind my teeth till the sparks ignite,
Every thought swings first, asks later why.
Pulse like a fist through my ribcage bars,
I don’t see people — I see targets and scars.
I walk heavy like the floor might break,
Every step got murder in the weight.
Silence dares me to make it scream,
I don’t want peace — I want release.
Pre-Chorus
They say “breathe,” I say “watch me snap,”
You hear warning signs — I hear a starting clap.
If I’m shaking, it’s not fear inside,
It’s the leash finally cut from the fight.
Chorus
I didn’t lose control — I took it by force,
Turned pressure into a blunt-end course.
I don’t flinch, I don’t freeze, I don’t stall,
I was built for the moment everything falls.
You call it violence, I call it truth,
Call it savage, I call it proof.
I didn’t black out, I saw it clear—
I chose the damage. I stayed right here.
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Verse 2
Every word out your mouth feels loaded,
Every stare like a threat unspoken.
I don’t need a reason, I need it quiet,
Need the world to stop fucking trying.
Hands curled tight like they know their job,
Knuckles white, jaw set, eyes locked.
I don’t count consequences anymore,
I count heartbeats till I’m bored.
Pre-Chorus
Say my name like it’s a curse,
I’ll wear it heavy, I’ll make it worse.
If this is wrong, then line it up—
I’ve been wrong since I learned to shove.
Chorus
I didn’t lose control — I took it by force,
Turned pressure into a blunt-end course.
I don’t flinch, I don’t freeze, I don’t stall,
I was built for the moment everything falls.
You call it violence, I call it truth,
Call it savage, I call it proof.
I didn’t black out, I saw it clear—
I chose the damage. I stayed right here.
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Bridge (unhinged / barked)
I’m done explaining!
Done pretending!
Every line crossed was self-defending!
You wanna blame me?
Take a number!
I learned pain before I learned hunger!
This isn’t rage — it’s a reckoning,
A lifetime caged, now weaponized.
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Verse 3
I don’t hear mercy, I hear delay,
I don’t see faces, I see in the way.
The room feels small, the air feels thick,
Like the world wants to see me slip.
I smile wrong when the pressure peaks,
There’s a calm in the eye of me.
If this ends bad, don’t act surprised—
You fed the fuse, I lit the night.
Chorus (final / dominant)
I didn’t lose control — I claimed the scene,
Stood in the wreck where I’d always been.
No regret, no rewind, no plea,
Just the sound of the real me free.
You call me brutal, you call me sick,
But you never stood where the floor gave in.
I didn’t mean to be the storm—
I just stopped holding it in.
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Outro
So write it down.
Frame the crime.
You’ll never lock
What’s in my mind.
I’m not ashamed.
I’m not afraid.
I survived the thing
That made me this way.
