Lost Boy

[Intro] [Female Vocal]
i woke up today , 
and just like every other day 
i dreamed we were in a garden 
told you i love you 
but that’s just were the dream started 

[Male Vocal]
now i lie awake inside of my head 
trying to find a path 
we’re i don’t end up dead 
im just a lost boy 
hanging by a thread 
pouring my sole out
like it’s the last line i read 

its been some time, 
your never looking behind
ik you never find me crossing your mind
But I'd be lying if you didn't cross mine
Looking at our old pictures online 
post depression quotes and say i’m fine 
From time to time I see you and 
Wish you were still mine 
but i’m not fine 
I'm been working trying 
To get you to be mine again
maybe just give it some time 
 just a lost boy saying he’s fine
well i’m braking in time 
 writing rhymes 
depressed And stressed
I still got all our old text 
read them and turn into a god damn mess
Wishing I could rest wake up and 
Not be depressed 
Wish
This was just a dream 
And I would wake up 
With a text from you 
saying you miss me 
instead your probably just dissing me 

[Female Vocal]
i’m  lost and can’t find my way 
but just like every other day 
i dreamed we were in a garden 
told you i love you 
but that’s just were the dream started 

[Male Vocal]
can You can hear the pain in my sound 
can you hear the tears falling down 
step back and take a look at me now 
i’m a mess 
ever since you left 
the scars i have aren’t anything 
like the pain in my chest 
sitting here depressed 
Wondering what will go wrong next 
Sitting here like how will I fuck up next 
I remember why you were the best 
Now look at me I'm a mess 
Maybe this is just a test 
hope it is 
Because your are everything and I want you back 

But right now I just continue to rap 
And every evening I continue to bash 
Everything against the wall 
I broke everything 
And then I lost it all 
just because i was controlling 
i remember the late nights we went bowling 
i remember the night at the beach 
when you said we need to take a brake 
what i did that night was a fucking mistake 

open my chest, look no spine
My profile pic 
and these lyrics I've been hiding behind
depression quotes is all i post online 
damn I'm felling ill 
I need to take a pill 
To relieve the pain 
I fell like I'm going insane 
Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused
Broken and bruised, 
what haunts me is 
i’m the reason i don’t have you 
few weeks into a brake 
i was lonely don’t you see 
and you weren’t even texting me 
but you still cared 
but i didn’t see 
i should of waited longer 
and it still haunts me 
don't you see 
Your still my everything 
and I still love you 

[Outro]
i woke up today , 
and just like every other day 
i dreamed we were in a garden 
told you i love you 
but that’s just were the dream started 

pop, rock