[Verse 1]
Your shadow on my bedroom wall
Bootprints in the hallway dust
All those words you threw like bottles
Still bleeding in the back of my skull
Now I’m standing in a smaller frame
Same jaw
Same angry eyes
Hear your thunder in my own throat
Feel your fingers curling in my fists
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be my father’s ghost
Haunting every room that they call home
If I raise my voice
Will they raise a wall?
If I lose myself
Will I lose it all?
I’m begging fate with my broken hands
Let me break the chain
Not the child
Let me break the chain
Not the child
[Verse 2]
My boy flinched when I turned too fast
My girl asked
“Are you mad at me?”
I saw the fear I knew too well
Staring back with my old memories
So I bit my tongue till it tasted rust
Swallowed every poisoned phrase
Sat down on the kitchen floor
Pulled them in and said
“You’re safe”
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be my father’s ghost
Haunting every room that they call home
If I raise my voice
Will they raise a wall?
If I lose myself
Will I lose it all?
I’m begging fate with my broken hands
Let me break the chain
Not the child
Let me break the chain
Not the child
[Bridge]
What if I already failed them? (tell me)
What if the cracks are set in stone?
I’m screaming at the mirror
Shaking
“You end with me
You end with me”
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be my father’s ghost
Haunting every room that they call home
If I raise my voice
Will they raise a wall?
If I lose myself
Will I lose it all?
I’m on my knees with these shaking hands
Let me break the chain
Not the child
Let me break the chain
(not the child, not the child)