[Verse 1]
Newsfeed flickers like a slot machine
Every headline
Another landmine
Scroll till my fingerprints feel unclean
Mom calls, says "baby, just breathe"
But the air tastes rust
And burnt-out dreams
Bills stack high like crooked teeth
Smiling every time they bite into me
[Pre-Chorus]
Every plan just caves in slow
Every prayer just echoes, goes
I’m a glitch in a godless code
I’m so tired of "you’re not alone"
[Chorus]
If I disappear tonight
Would anybody feel the crash?
Would my ghost just ride the timelines
Like another piece of trash?
I’m hanging from the thought
That I could finally lose this load
Staring at the last
The last exit off this road
(off this road, off this road)
[Verse 2]
Friends talk healing, talk "you’ll be fine"
Then change the subject
Change their minds
Therapist nods like a traffic light
Always stuck
On "give it time"
But the clock hands choke my throat
Every second
Every joke
I laugh, say "yeah, I’ll be alright"
While I map out every way to say goodnight
[Pre-Chorus]
How many times can I rewrite the note?
How many times till the ink just floats?
I’m a question mark in a closing show
Curtain falling
Nowhere to go
[Chorus]
If I disappear tonight
Would anybody feel the crash?
Would my ghost just ride the timelines
Like another piece of trash?
I’m hanging from the thought
That I could finally lose this load
Staring at the last
The last exit off this road
(off this road, off this road)
[Bridge]
What if I stay
Through one more dawn?
What if this weight
Doesn’t last that long?
What if this blade
Just hits the floor?
What if "I’m done"
Means "I want more"?
[Chorus]
If I don’t give up tonight
Could somebody hold the crash?
If I say "I want to live"
Will you help me out this ash?
I’m hanging from a thread
But now your hand is in the cold
Standing with me past
The last exit off this road
(hold me close, don’t let go)
Past the last exit off this road