[Verse 1]
Betrayal burns
Way past the surface
Called you my circle
You were just serpents
Laughed in my face
Then stole what I gave you
Now I’m stuck replaying
How I ever praised you
Friends in the crossfire
Look what it cost me
You said it’s “nothing”
Funny, it haunts me
You see a joke
I see a grave
You see a game
I see the days I gave
[Pre-Chorus]
Step in my skull for a second
Feel this pressure, this venom
I’m breaking but still I’m present
Still I’m present, yeah
[Chorus]
Why did I even fall for you
Why’d I hand you my veins to bruise
I know I messed up, I’m only human
Is it wrong that I’m screaming, I’m fuming
Why did I even fall for you
Hear me out when I’m coming unglued
I’m saying sorry while I’m still bleeding
All I ever wanted
Was somebody to mean it
[Verse 2]
You call it “venting”
I call it breathing
If I stay silent
This hurt keeps feeding
You say I’m “extra”
I say I’m honest
You hide your guilt
Behind the calmest comments
See through my eyes
Watch the scene shatter
Table of friends
Turned to glass that scatters
You played victim
I took blame
Carried your storm
Drowned in my shame
[Pre-Chorus]
Walk in my wreckage a moment
Feel these fractures, these omens
I’m broken but I still own it
Still I own it, yeah
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I’m sorry, yeah I’m sorry
For trusting you with the raw me
For thinking you wouldn’t drop me
Guess I learned the hard way, softly
Is it wrong I’m loud when I hurt? (hurt)
Is it wrong I’m tired of the dirt? (dirt)
If this is what “love” really earns
Then let it all
Let it all
Let it all burn
[Chorus]