You looked right through me
Your smile said never
Dreams felt so stupid
I shrank to fit you
Texts never came back
I waited like air
You called me loser
No need for the word
I heard it clearly
I almost broke down
Look at me breathing
Look at me moving
I’m still not over
But I’m not your girl
Your name lights their phone
I freeze in the dark
I fake my smile wide
You ask how I am
I lie, say I’m good
You nod, walk away
You called me loser
In all of your silences
I wore it like skin
Then tore it to fight
Look at me rising
Still cracked in the middle
I’d still let you in
If you knocked tonight
[Bridge – whispered]
I google you drunk
I hate that I do
I’m twenty-two inside
Still begging for you
If you showed up now
I might let you stay
[Final Chorus – soft then huge]
You called me loser
I heard every shade
I’m not fully healed
But I’m on my way
Look at me standing
Still scared, still crying
But no longer lying
I know my own name
[Outro]
Loser
I almost believed