Poison

I'm feeding my brain with poison 
I'm living each day ignoring
I can't just keep on going 
It's hurting it's destroying me

I'm falling deeper into sin
Where do I begin
I'm someone else in my own skin
I can't keep living like this

Poison, poison 
It's in my head it's everywhere
I can't pretend that I don't care
Ruining my heart, ruining my soul
The devil has taken control
I can't let him stay and let him win
Can't let him drag me into a pit

Toxin in movies and some shows
Entering my mind whoa there it goes
Staring at a mirror of someone I don't know 
Tearing me apart making it slow

Curses poison my ears
It's all I ever hear
Losing myself is all I fear
Lord I can't tell if you are near

Poison, poison 
It's in my head it's everywhere
I can't pretend that I don't care
Ruining my heart, ruining my soul
The devil has taken control
I can't let him stay and let him win
Can't let him drag me into a pit

I ask Jesus, "do you love me at all?"
He says "of course, do you remember the cross?"
I say I don't deserve a lot
He says, "just read about what I've taught."
But

Poison, poison 
It's in my head it's everywhere
I can't pretend that I don't care
Ruining my heart, ruining my soul
The devil has taken control
I can't let him stay and let him win
Can't let him drag me into a pit

Poison, poison 
It's in my head it's everywhere
I can't pretend that I don't care
Ruining my heart, ruining my soul
The devil has taken control
I can't let him stay and let him win
Can't let him drag me into a pit

I can't hide can't run away
He died for me, he forgave
So I know that I am saved

Dramatic, mystical, spooky melodies, dark pop, ambient, female vocals