[ Verse 1]
when i grew up, thinking about what it would be ,
not easy, but a definitely a blessing as far as i could see.
i have one son, one blessing in my life,
doing it again would mean god blessing me twice.
the problem?
me growing up in a good home versus , her in a broken one.
they say opposites attract but she treated me like less than none.
accidents happen, both are to blame,
me? nervous but excited.
but for her ? pregnancy a chance for fame.
what a beautiful thing turned straight to shame,
god i hate that bitch, but wont say her name.
[Chorus]
To be a father, is an amazing feat.
to be a father means you have to listen and take a seat,
to be a father means your son may not always know where you are,
[Verse 2]
one cold November morning, my son was born.
feels like it was yesterday,
staring at his barely opened eyes wondering what he’d first say. (daddy)
little did i know that in a near future our lives would be torn,
apart by a bitter woman who would lie cheat and steal her way to court.
a court system that favors the mother, no matter how bad she may seem
i hope to god that he can reach them because i need my son back on my team.
i know only god can see the truth and i hope the judge sure does too,
because if he doesn’t , then god will surely see me soon.
[Chorus]
To be a father, is an amazing feat.
to be a father means you have to listen and take a seat,
to be a father means your son may not always know where you are,
[Verse 3]
she lied to the judge told them im abusive
but what they failed to see, is how elusive,
her manipulation can be.
because of this, i went from celebrating his first 6 weeks
to saying “damn i haven’t seen my son in six weeks!”
It’s so hard as a man to keep it together,
especially with the possible outcome of the judge saying i won’t see my son forever.
All this because of a women who thinks she can do it all,
a women who holds her son as a pawn.
a women who refuses to let herself be accountable and fall.
[Chorus]
To be a father, is an amazing feat.
to be a father means you have to listen and take a seat,
to be a father means your son may not always know where you are,
[Verse 4]
Heres the run down,
I never cheated. (she did) i never swung (she did) I never hurt my son, (she did) i never lied (she did)
with her? she’d take her lies to the grave as she died.
with her? she’d cheat and not bat an eye.
with her? she’d black out and say she wouldn’t hurt a fly.
with her? it’s all lies.
My son hasnt seen me due to his mother’s lies,
looking dead into a 2 year old eyes,
saying “your daddy doesn’t want you anymore,”(lies)
jesus i should have never been with that whore…
[Chorus]
To be a father, is an amazing feat.
to be a father means you have to take a seat,
to be a father means your son may not always know where you are.
To be a father means you assure him, you are no where far.
[whisper outro]
(im right here son, daddy is not going to stop fighting)
