I been fightin’ all these storms, I don’t feel nobody love me (yeah…)
Tryna keep my head up, but the darkness keep on tuggin’
I’ve been standin’ on my own, they ain’t never do nothin’ for me
If I fall, I get back up — swear that pressure made me somethin’
Got this pain up in my chest, it get harder when I breathe (breathe…)
People say they with me now, but they left when I would bleed
I was cryin’ in that cell thinkin’ who gon’ ride for me?
Now I’m movin’ like a ghost, ain’t no findin’ me, ain’t no findin’ me…
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[Verse 1]
I been tryna chill, but all this trauma got me tweakin’
Heart so cold — if you touch it, boy, your fingers start freezin’
Say you love me, but you lied — I can’t trust no more reasons
Every time I gave ’em love, they treat my kindness like it’s weakness.
Stand on business — I’m not foldin’, I don’t care who don’t like it
I was young, fightin’ battles — every day felt like a crisis
Had a dream they set me up, woke up sweatin’, feelin’ righteous
Keep a burner by the bed ’cause they envy how I’m risin’.
Told my mama “I’ma make it,” even when I ain’t believe it
Used to fight my own reflection, tryna figure out my demons
Had to cut some people off — once they switched, I never need ’em
If you ever crossed that line, it’s forever, I won’t free ’em.
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[Bridge] (soft, melodic)
I’m just tryna find some peace…
But peace don’t ever find me…
Every night I pray to God, like “Lord, don’t let ’em blind me…”
I been hurt so many times, it left my soul grimy…
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[Hook] (repeat, heavier)
I been fightin’ all these storms, I don’t feel nobody love me (nooo…)
Tryna keep my head up, but the darkness keep on tuggin’
I’ve been standin’ on my own, they ain’t never do nothin’ for me
If I fall, I get back up — swear that pressure made me somethin’
Got this pain up in my chest, it get harder when I breathe
People say they with me now, but they left when I would bleed
I was cryin’ in that cell thinkin’ who gon’ ride for me?
Now I’m movin’ like a ghost, ain’t no findin’ me… ain’t no findin’ me…
