It does not mean that I hate loving you, it means that I need to love me more. I need to choose me first. Jacob, I chose you and put you first every single day for an entire year.. I’m not saying you didn’t or weren’t choosing me.. but you are right. We need to choose ourselves and work on loving ourselves first. After everything, it’s a miracle that we don’t hate each other for real. Let’s just take that as a win I just wish I could hug you and tell you that even if we aren’t together, it will all still be okay