Swift like a monsoon
When all eyes are on you
You might not know me
But here’s the truth
You made me who I am
No need to try to pretend
Your words have touched my heart
Your voice is relaxing
And though I can’t even sing
This is where I’d start
When I was young, I dreamt of being in love
Like Romeo and Juliet, my thoughts were with the clouds above
And when I was eleven, I hid my identity, with tears on my guitar
Though I still don’t know how to play, you taught me love wasn’t a game
Cause when my drew looked at me, my gay panic multiplied
And My dreams would come to light
You’d be my Tim McGraw, while he would cuddle me in his arms…
We’d dance in the rain, and he’ll lean in say “baby, it’ll all be alright”
I’d trust him with my life so I’d look at his angel face as we say I do
Salty water ruining my mascara but my heart will fill full.
It might not be Hollywood, but It’ll be my life someday.
I might not get what I want but I’ll get what I need.
And Then when I was thirteen, I had a crush on a boy, I confessed all my feelings, he might’ve not liked me and that’s okay, but somehow it got out , that I was gay. And with words like knives it spread around town, a collage was made and my parents found out.
Shade never made me less gay yet I was so afraid, I tried to pray the gay away.
Then I went and looked up the song I grew up to, and dreamt up a life just like I used to cause
Swift like a monsoon
When all eyes are on you
You might not know me
But here’s the truth
You made me who I am
No need to try to pretend
Your words have touched my heart
Your voice is relaxing
And though I can’t even sing
This is where I’d start
It was my wildest dreams
It felt real to me
That someone I’d love
Would see all I could be
We’d buy our tickets to the prom
And dance all night long
He would hold me in his arms and I’d feel so very calm
The world would disappear, the feeling would all be real
Cause I would look up at my drew ,
And say “you’re my everything and I want you to stay”
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