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[Verse 1]
I count the pills beside the kettle
Measure footsteps down the hall
Your bad days lean against my shoulder
I pretend I’m built for all
The laundry waits in crooked towers
Cold tea stains the kitchen tile
I answer every frightened question
Then forget my name awhile
[Pre-Chorus]
I lock the bathroom door
And breathe against the sink
There’s nothing left to give
But I’m afraid to stop and think
[Chorus]
I’m tired of being the strong one
Tired of swallowing the sound
I carry everybody’s weather
While my own heart goes underground
If I disappear behind this silence
Would anybody know I’m gone?
I’m still here, still here, still here
Dragging morning on
[Verse 2]
Some memories arrive like sirens
No warning, no release
My body stays inside the present
My mind runs from the scene
I wear a smile into the doorway
Like a coat I can’t take off
Then shake alone beside the bedroom
When the house has finally stopped
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not asking for a rescue
I’m asking for a chair
A hand that doesn’t need explaining
A voice that says, “I’m there”
[Chorus]
I’m tired of being the strong one
Tired of swallowing the sound
I carry everybody’s weather
While my own heart goes underground
If I disappear behind this silence
Would anybody know I’m gone?
I’m still here, still here, still here
Dragging morning on
[Bridge]
Tonight I leave the dishes standing
Let the phone ring through the room
I put my back against the doorway
And make a little space to move
I am more than what I manage
More than every crisis fed
There is breath beneath the panic
There is blood beneath the dread
[Final Chorus]
I’m tired of being the strong one
But I don’t have to wear the crown
I can set one burden on the table
I can let one honest tear fall down
If I disappear behind this silence
I will call somebody’s name
I’m still here, still here, still here
And tomorrow won’t be the same
[Outro]
The kettle clicks
The room stays still
I’m not healed
But I’m here still
Details
GeneratedSep 2, 2026
Duration5:02
LanguageEnglish
Style
Raw alternative rock with post-grunge weight, slow-to-midtempo 4/4 groove, tense muted electric-guitar verses opening into huge distorted power chords in the choruses, steady live drums with explosive fills, worn melodic lead vocal that cracks at emotional peaks, restrained bass in verses and broad low-end in choruses, intimate dry verses expanding into a dense room sound, dynamic quiet-loud arrangement, bleak but resilient mix with audible pick attack and human imperfections.
Credits
Prompt byZenHook5
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
rock, anxiety, cptsd, depression, carer fatigue feeling alone defeated and tired
