Son if you only knew

Every day I think of you

A moment, a second caught in time

Memories of you cross my mind

Flashbacks play back special times shared

I wish you knew just how much I care

Son if only you knew

How much I’m missing you

Miss wiping the tears from your eyes

Looking into those big blue eyes

Sandy blonde hair, dreams that reach the skies

Son if only you knew

How much I’m missing you

Years have passed by

Certain days and missed events make me cry

Wishing I could understand

Why you no longer want to hold my hand

Take me back to the creek side

Where we would go for a bike ride

Back to the cabin in the country

Where we shared laughs and the roads got bumpy

Son if only you knew

How much I’m missing you

From birth you stole my heart

I hate the way it all fell apart

Son if only you knew

How much I’m missing you

Checking in on social media

Trying to catch a glimpse

Hoping it becomes easier

Knowing you’re a young man now

Finding your own way

Fingers crossed we meet again one day

Son if you only knew

How much love I have for you….