Crashing Into Christmas Lights

You left your jacket on the chair last year,

Still smells like laughter, like a world without the fear.

I play our records just to feel you near—

Your voice a memory in every chandelier.

The nights are glitter, but they’re cold as glass,

Reflecting pieces of a love I couldn’t grasp.

Tell me, darling, do you see me from afar?

I’m sending wishes on a wounded star.

If longing had wings, I’d break the sky—

Just to find you… just to try.

’Cause I keep crashing into Christmas lights,

Searching for your shadow in the silver nights.

You were the warmth inside my winter storms—

Now I’m a heartbeat lost and torn.

Oh, this love—

It burns, it breaks, it blinds…

I keep crashing into Christmas lights.

I walk the streets where we once used to dance,

Your hand in mine, a soft electric trance.

Now every window shows a life I fear—

One where you’re gone, and I’m still standing here.

The world keeps shining, but it’s bittersweet,

A lonely rhythm in the snowfall on my feet.

Oh baby, can you hear me through the dark?

I’m stitching heartbreak into every spark.

I trace your name across the frozen air—

And pretend that you’re still there.

’Cause I keep crashing into Christmas lights,

Searching for your shadow in the silver nights.

You were the warmth inside my winter storms—

Now I’m a heartbeat lost and torn.

Oh, this love—

It burns, it breaks, it blinds…

I keep crashing into Christmas lights.

Maybe time will turn this pain to gold,

Maybe angels whisper things I should’ve told.

But I’m still falling through this endless glow—

Trying to find you in the afterglow.

If love could fly beyond the snow…

I’d go, I’d go…

Still I keep crashing into Christmas lights,

Hoping you’ll appear between the red and white.

You were the fire in my frozen veins—

Now I’m a melody built from aching chains.

Oh, this love—

It scars, it stings, it shines…

And I keep crashing into Christmas lights.

Yeah… searching for you

In these Christmas lights.