Everything was going up
Everything was going good
But then I got mad at myself
Not because I failed me
But because I doubted you
Started thinking negative
Cuz everything I worked for just went down the pit
It's like this year was a waste
All that time worrying what's at stake
Doesn't matter anymore
Cuz now that this door is closed another one will open
My stress level is up to here
Its got me filled with tears
Trying to look at the big picture
But can't help but feel like a failure
I know I shouldn't worry bout tomorrow
Cuz you have destinated my road
But that is really hard
When you just seem so far
Cuz
Everything was going up
Everything was going good
But then I got mad at myself
Not because I failed me
But because I doubted you
Started thinking negative
Cuz everything I worked for just went down the pit
It's like this year was a waste
All that time worrying what's at stake
Doesn't matter anymore
Cuz now that this door is closed another one will open
Now was not my time
But soon I will be alright
Cuz by the end of this year
I will be put in gear
The struggling will be over
And the past will be a blur
But for now I am in this state
Where I feel I've made a mistake
Cuz
Everything was going up
Everything was going good
But then I got mad at myself
Not because I failed me
But because I doubted you
Started thinking negative
Cuz everything I worked for just went down the pit
It's like this year was a waste
All that time worrying what's at stake
Doesn't matter anymore
Cuz now that this door is closed another one will open
Ahhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhh
Help me stop feeling this way
Help me please remove all my pain
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
Everything was going up
Everything was going good
But then I got mad at myself
Not because I failed me
But because I doubted you
Started thinking negative
Cuz everything I worked for just went down the pit
It's like this year was a waste
All that time worrying what's at stake
Doesn't matter anymore
Cuz now that this door is closed another one will open
