I'm sitting here wondering will it get better
Looking at my son in pain looking at him suffer
Keeping it together lifting up my chin
But underneath my skin my thoughts are wearing thin
Like a bump on a log there's nothing I can do
Except sit around and see my boy blue
It's attacking my patience how long do I have to wait
In suspense on these results it's driving me insane
I'm drowning in cries
Lord please dry them from my eyes
Help me understand why
Help us get through the night
You put this obstacle in front of me e
You're always there even when it's not easy e
Every breath I take is agony e
Will things ever be happy
Scattered pieces of my heart on the floor like broken glass
Fighting all these demons saying he don't stand a chance
It's causing me to worry it's causing me to fear
But the enemy won't win as long as you are here
Trapped in my anxiety trapped in my conscious
I need all of you God I need your presence
There's no worse feeling than seeing your boy hurt
Expecting him to lose control and lose his temper
I'm drowning in cries
Lord please dry them from my eyes
Help me understand why
Help us get through the night
You put this obstacle in front of me e
You're always there even when it's not easy e
Every breath I take is agony e
Will things ever be happy
I'm emotional filled with sadness and despair
I wish there was some way I could know that I would be repaired
I am loss for words I'm down in the dumps
In a mood all night been in a slump
Tell me this will all be done
You put this obstacle in front of me e
You're always there even when it's not easy e
Every breath I take is agony e
Will things ever be happy
Ohh
You put this obstacle in front of me e
You're always there even when it's not easy e
Every breath I take is agony e
Will things ever be happy