curse my faith

Verse 1

I scream your name in my broken sleep

Talk to the sky like it answers me

They say there’s a plan,

say it’s all divine

But I was there when

you ran out of time

Pre-Chorus

been trying to hold my faith

Trying to stand upright

But my hands are shaking

All of the time

Chorus

I don’t have a reason

to be angry at God

But I can’t say that I agree

When you’re not here with me.

I’m still here… i'm still breathing

I don’t curse heaven, I don’t curse my fate

But I hate the silence you left in this place

If love is the answer

they’re preaching to me

Then tell me…

Tell me why..

you’re not here with me

Verse 2

Your voice still lingers in the rooms

Your laugh still breaks me

Dont know what to to.

They say you’re safe, they say you’re home

But I’m the one… standing here alone

Pre-Chorus

If this is mercy, if this is grace

Why does it feel like a punch in the face?

If this is mercy, if this is grace

Why did you leave me here to stay?

Chorus

I don’t have a reason

to be angry at God

But I can’t say that I agree

When you’re not here with me.

I’m still here… i'm still breathing

I don’t curse heaven, I don’t curse my fate

But I hate the silence you left in this place

If love is the answer

they’re preaching to me

Then tell me…

Tell me why..

you’re not here with me

Bridge

If heaven needed you more

than I did.

Why does it feel like I’m the

one who's paying for it?

I keep my hands fold, keep my eyes closed

won’t stop praying… but I still don’t know

What to believe in anymore

I don’t have no reason…

so I’m not angry at God

You’re not here, not anymore

And I’m still here… still breathing

I’ll never curse heaven, never curse my faith

(Even in the quiet, even in the ache)

But I hate the silence you left here with me to stay

If love is the answer they’re preaching to me

Then tell me why

tell me why…

Tell why you’re not here with me