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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I counted the losses on my floor
Like broken teeth in a cheap motel drawer
The rent’s gone, the keys are gone
Even my name feels worn and wrong
I laughed at the cracks in my hands
Then cried in the sink where no one stands
Mama, I’m tired of this fight
I’m not okay tonight
[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep saying I’m fine
But I’m drowning in my own mind
If you hear me through the wall
Don’t let me fall
[Chorus]
I don’t want to die
I just don’t know how to stay
I’m holding on by glass
Cutting my hands each day
Tell me there’s a way
Tell me there’s a way
I don’t want to die
I just don’t know how to stay
[Verse 2]
Bills on the table, dust in the pan
A body with no future, barely a man
My phone keeps lighting up and I ignore
Every loved one knocking at my door
I stared at the ceiling till it blurred
Every bad thought, every cursed word
I swear I felt my chest cave in
Like the dark could finally win
[Pre-Chorus]
And I keep saying I’m fine
But I’m drowning in my own mind
If you hear me through the wall
Don’t let me fall
[Chorus]
I don’t want to die
I just don’t know how to stay
I’m holding on by glass
Cutting my hands each day
Tell me there’s a way
Tell me there’s a way
I don’t want to die
I just don’t know how to stay
[Bridge]
If you’re there, say my name
Say it like you mean it
Pull me back from the train
Before I believe it
I left the blade in the dark
I opened the door
I’m scared of the night
But I’m scared of this more
[Final Chorus]
I don’t want to die
I just don’t know how to stay
I’m holding on by glass
But I’m learning to let it break
Tell me there’s a way
Tell me there’s a way
I don’t want to die
I just don’t know how to stay
[Outro]
Call me back
Hold me here
One more night
One more year
Details
GeneratedAug 21, 2026
Duration3:04
LanguageEnglish
Style
Emo-punk with driving downstrokes and a stomping half-time chorus; verse rides tense palm-muted guitars and crash accents, pre-chorus opens into gang shouts and tom fills, chorus hits with shouted doubles and raw octave harmonies. Bridge strips to voice and clean guitar before the final chorus returns with bigger cymbals, feedback swells, and a ragged last-note scream., emo, punk, emotional
Credits
Prompt bySquirrely
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
Write an extremely emotional song about someone who is struggling with suicidal thoughts. They can’t take life anymore because they lost everything and end up taking their own life. Emo/punk style
