Goodbye Pain

Hook:

I'm so tired of this life I’m living

Same dark room, same bad decisions

If I disappear would anyone listen

I’m still here but I’m barely living

Too scared to live to blind to see what I’m faced with.

no friends, dating girls with shitty face lifts.

I’m 21 still living with mom and I need braces. All I do is drink and stay fucked up in my basement.

Most of my thoughts are only temporary also basic.

I’m emotionally fucked up jumping Robin and catching cases.

Dead end jobs. caught up with feelings for bitches with pretty faces.

Hook:

I'm so tired of this life I’m living

Same dark room, same bad decisions

If I disappear would anyone listen

I’m still here but I’m barely living

My mind is racing and I’m not thinking my brain is melting.

My heart’s heavy I’m over dreaming and overdosing.

at 13 it was cocaine, ecstasy, and OxyContin and my best friend died

my heart is throbbing looking in the mirror like what the fuck is my problem?

do I get up or do I let the drugs hit my system.

I’m over wishing,

I’m over bitching maybe I should just take this bullet and hit it to my brain. So good bye pain.