Now you suffer

Flickering monitors beep in the cold, dim room

As you hurl your venom from a glowing screen.

You don't know the terror of fighting for breath

Or waking up suffocating, drowning in the dark.

My body breaks in pain, my heart stopping still,

Yet you double down on hate with a sadistic thrill.

Every piece of cruelty you dump on my head

Will return tenfold until your debt is paid.

Forgive me, God for my thoughts, as I lay in bed, but I really wish to watch these people suffer for every evil thing done, and said

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

An elephant sits on my chest, crushing bone,

Agony so intense my heart freezes like stone.

My body surrenders, the room turns black and tight,

As my pacemaker fails and I pass out into night.

I wake gasping for air from a suffocating nightmare,

Tubes in my arms and doctors standing there.

While I fight for life in this hospital bed,

Hateful texts blow up my phone with rage instead.

What goes around comes back around tenfold!

When you target the dying and a weary soul.

Sweating, vomiting, passing out from pain,

You put your knee on my neck and drive me insane.

You strain my heart with endless cyber hate,

But God's righteous wrath will seal your fate!

Nee T'ah!

You double down on pain when I am down,

Demanding apologies while you play the clown.

You mock real illness while faking your lines,

Bragging about ports made up in your minds.

From Bendy to Nikki and Lindsay B, it never ends,

Sending fake welfare checks as my spirit bends.

You accuse me of drugs I haven't received,

Too blind to see how deeply I've grieved.

What goes around comes back around tenfold!

When you target the dying and a weary soul.

Sweating, vomiting, passing out from pain,

You put your knee on my neck and drive me insane.

You strain my heart with endless cyber hate,

But God's righteous wrath will seal your fate!

My whole GI tract is paralyzed, intractable and weak,

Within five minutes I am helpless, unable to speak.

Vomiting relentlessly, paralyzed by pure fear,

I can't even dial 911 or call for help near.

Unable to crawl down stairs to unlock the door,

Sweating and gasping, helpless on the floor.

Yet you threaten me with police and double down in spite,

Targeting a dying person in the middle of the night.

What if it was your child or your mother?

This evil is beyond my comprehension, you don't even have compassion for another!

I remember the tunnel vision and the freeze,

When my heart stopped and I fell to my knees.

Unable to move, all I could do was pray,

And God sent a miracle to keep me today.

God doesn't like ugly and sees what you do,

I hand this to Heaven for judgment on you.

No more sleep stolen by your toxic noise,

No more peace broken by your evil toys.

Homebound in faith, I release this load,

As harvest returns on your wicked road.

It comes back tenfold, exact and severe,

As holy truth outlives the lies told here.

U have no God