Suicide note

This shit ain't right sorry had to do it! Im so drug affected or should I say drug infected cuz everyone in my life is sick of my shit wish I'd slit my fucking wrist or get my neck twist with a sheet or a tight rope around my throat or fuck it just choke that's how it is clown cuz you let them all down. started back in 84 mommy was a whore. wish I wasn't born when she seen what was in store that's probably the reason I'm a bad sport or did it come from Daddy he just paid the bitch to say he never had me too white to like couldnt just do it like Nike had to fuck my head up like if I went rounds with Mike before I ever even hit the pipe that became my life. Never worth a wife I tried twice both told me fuck I think I must be blind like the 3 blind mice don't know what I seen in you little dick can't get right they sick like my bars or should I sars wish I just get away so they can recoperate damn look I'm a failure couldn't even be taught how to use a fishing lure worthless is what they call me.. who? My fucking all family don't even want to talk about the kiddies damn! Fucked up worst then Diddy hella shitty don't want no pity just want to die so wont have to lie just to stay alive no reason to strive dummy knows at least 1 thing not to ask why so please don't either. This is my bye!!!