[intro]
Static in my head again
Rain on the windshield, nothing makes sense
Say you’re fine, but you say it too quick
We both know how this ends
[verse 1]
I should’ve read the room better
Read your silence like a warning sign
Every bad week I call it bad luck
Like it wasn’t me crossing the line
We talk like ghosts in the present tense
Dragging the past through a broken night
I remember the blur, not the reason
I remember your name, not why
[pre-chorus]
You still text like you’re bored and lonely
Like I’m a habit you won’t quit
I don’t miss you, I miss distraction
I miss the shape of it
[chorus]
I don’t even want you
I just hate the quiet here
I don’t even want you
I just need somebody near
I don’t even want you
I just like the outline
Someone in my shadow
Someone wasting time
I don’t even want you
And I think you know that too
I don’t even want you
I just don’t want to be alone with me and you
[verse 2]
Your side of the bed stays untouched
Mine feels colder every night
All our apologies live in drafts
Unsent, unread, never right
You say we could’ve been something
Like it wasn’t already done
We keep poking the scar to feel real
Just to prove it still hurts some
[pre-chorus]
Why you pulling me back like gravity
When you don’t plan to stay?
You only show up when you’re empty
Then disappear when I break
[chorus]
I don’t even want you
I just hate the quiet here
I don’t even want you
I just need somebody near
I don’t even want you
I just like the outline
Someone in my shadow
Someone wasting time
I don’t even want you
And I think you know that too
I don’t even want you
I just don’t want to sit with the truth
[bridge]
You say my name like a safety net
Like I’ll catch you when you fall
But I’m barely standing upright
I’m not anything at all
We keep confusing comfort for love
Confusing damage for proof
If this was ever real to you
Why does it feel disposable to you?
[breakdown / math-rock pause]
Cut the sound—
Let it breathe—
Count the seconds
Till you leave
[outro chorus]
I don’t even want you
I just hate the quiet here
I don’t even want you
I just need somebody near
I don’t even want you
I just like the idea
That I’m not invisible
When someone’s near
I don’t even want you
But I still answer when you call
I don’t even want you
I just don’t know how to want nothing at all
[final outro]
Weather clears, I’m still inside
Blaming clouds I made myself
If I ever learn to sit alone
Maybe I’ll finally need no one else
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