To many times

To many words to say how shity life can be one minute lovely loving then carpet pulled out no more love around. Good time until there finished. The boom mac truck finish it. Fukk it don't understand it. Bull shit.

Heart on the sleeve atleast you can see it bleeding out always getting hit spit and stomped on. Still whereing it like a dummy. Watching it repeatedly getting thrown in a dumpster like rubbish just trash. Not worth what it's trying to offer. Passed up after drained of its love. Taken for granted. Only worth a good time. Nothing good enuf for being kept. Fukk.

To many words to say how shity life can be one minute lovely loving then carpet pulled out no more love around. Good time until there finished. The boom mac truck finish it. Fukk it don't understand it. Bull shit.

One minute you think you got it then that carpet get ripped out from under the feet landing on a heart falling off your sleeve. Squashed it. Fukk it. Not worth keeping you around Nothing lasting no one's trying to keep your kind around aparrently.

Fukk me repeat fukk me can't say it enuf never enough just wat to punch that ticket can't take it anymore. Must be trash or something for making feel like shit or discard like rubbish.

To many words to say how shity life can be one minute lovely loving then carpet pulled out no more love around. Good time until there finished. The boom mac truck finish it. Fukk it don't understand it. Bull shit.

Stupidity stupiding me stupidly aparrently heart on a sleeve it can still stop beating. Killing me softly. Swiftly and slowly at the same time. Repeatedly happening. They say insanity is doing the same thing expecting a different outcome but I'm dumb never giving up on love. What the fukk. Fall in love give consistency but don't receive it. People change is the excuse just shoot the man then. Should be easy heart was waiting in the sleeve. Nothing good enuf. What the fukk. Not enuf.

To many words to say how shity life can be one minute lovely loving then carpet pulled out no more love around. Good time until there finished. The boom mac truck finish it. Fukk it don't understand it. Bull shit.

Holding your breath. Blue in the face can't help but take that breath. Can't stop it. Purgatory on earth. Not letting go. You can never go no deth releasing pain just thinking starting over rebuilding every then boom repeating same thing. Heart tattered not worth keeping. Rubbish. Trash. To the one's you love now opened up no walls boom. canmonball to the chest. Just annoying like some kind of pest once loved enuf to keep but eventually tossed away like nothing. Wasted time. Fukk me.