The Art of letting go is the art of having faith but its hard as hell when letting go means letting go off three things that meant most jessica really understood what i was going through jeania gave me the love I really wanted through amd through no bulletproof laurynn stuck wimme throw it all and i gotta say my farewells and its all my fault God knows how much I really loved yall . Fell short as a lover , friend and spouse. But all the sorrys its like its no sorrys allowed now. Thought getting sober and mental help would make yall proud but it’s nothing in this world i could do to get yall back its like damn yall in the coulds . And death i hate the way that sound even metaphorically. But thats what i get for keeping my brain unkempt smoking all the meth tryna relieve stress .