Life so lonely

Just an old soul on its own in a modern world that’s breaking,

Picking up the pieces of me that’s still worth savin’.

My mind, it’s so damn frustratin’,

Please, I need somethin’…

Please, give me somethin’ that’s worth holdin’ on.

When the nights get cold and the silence grows,

It’s hard to find the faith in a world I don’t know.

When violence turns into silence, it’s fuckin’ hard to have faith inside me,

I’ve been fighting so damn hard to hide it, but it’s all I know.

I’m hangin’ on to every breath, my chest is burnin’, it’s all I got left.

I’m just prayin’ somebody will hold me… when life gets so lonely.

They say better days take time, but I can’t stop the clock from spinnin’.

Every dream I had feels like it’s slippin’, losin’, thinnin’.

I’ve been chasing light through the shadows I made,

But hope feels distant, and it all starts to fade.

Still I beg the dark, won’t you let me through,

If there’s somethin’ out there, Lord, give me a truth.

When violence turns into silence, it’s fuckin’ hard to have faith inside me,

I’ve been fighting so damn hard to hide it, but it’s all I know.

I’m hangin’ on to every breath, my chest is burnin’, it’s all I got left.

I’m just prayin’ somebody will hold me… when life gets so lonely.

I’ve been scream-singin’ into the night,

Bleedin’ my heart just to feel alive.

If I’m breakin’ down, let the world still see,

The fight in my soul, what’s left of me.

When violence turns into silence, it’s fuckin’ hard to have faith inside me,

I’ve been fighting so damn hard to hide it, but it’s all I know.

I’m hangin’ on to every breath, my chest is burnin’, it’s all I got left.

I’m just prayin’ somebody will hold me… when life gets so lonely.

They tell me that better days take time…

I’ve been holdin’ on, but at this point life don’t feel worth a dime.

Still I’m searchin’ for somethin’ worth holdin’ on.