[INTRO – EMO RAP OVER MINIMAL PIANO]
I crash everything I touch
Like I was born to self-destruct
Bad calls, worse nights
Burned out dreams lit by brake lights
Pills on the sink, ghosts in the shower
I ruin peace like it’s my superpower
But I saw her…
And for once, I felt sober
[VERSE 1 – POP-PUNK GUITARS + FAST RAP FLOW]
I blew chances like smoke rings
Said “I’m fine” while unraveling
Made love to the wrong regrets
Woke up with shame and cigarettes
She found me in my lowest verse
Digging holes where love should hurt
Said nothing, just locked her gaze
And somehow, I crawled from the blaze
[CHORUS – SCREAM/SING HYBRID]
🎵 I made a mess, I lit the sky
Wrote my name in the ash and lies
But in her eyes, I saw a light
Like maybe I could get this right 🎵
🎤 (screamed)
ALL MY SCARS, ALL MY WRONGS—
SHE HELD ‘EM LIKE THEY BELONG
IF I’M DAMNED, THEN LET ME DIE
WITH HER EYES—MY ONLY ALIBI
[VERSE 2 – RAP W/ GUITAR RIFF LOOPING]
Told her I’m chaos in a leather shell
She smiled like she knew me well
Didn’t run when I confessed
That my heart’s a war and my mind’s a mess
She kissed the blood on my broken hands
Like I wasn’t cursed, like she understands
And I never deserved that kind of grace
But damn if I don’t crave her face
[BRIDGE – STRIPPED DOWN / VOCODER + BUILD-UP]
🎵 I’m a sinner in disguise
But I see heaven in her eyes
One look, and the voices hush
Like maybe I’m more than dust 🎵
[BREAKDOWN – FULL SCREAMO MOMENT]
🎤
I’M NOT CLEAN
I’M NOT PURE
BUT HER LOVE FEELS
LIKE A CURE
IF I FALL, IF I FRAY—
SHE’S THE ONLY THING I’D DIE TO SAVE
[FINAL CHORUS – FULL FORCE WITH LAYERS]
🎵 I made a mess, I lit the sky
Wrote my name in the ash and lies
But in her eyes, I saw a light
Like maybe I could get this right 🎵
🎤 (screamed)
SO IF I BREAK
DON’T LET ME LIE
SAY I TRIED—
WITH HER EYES AS MY ALIBI
[OUTRO – FADE TO GUITAR & VOCAL HARMONIES]
🎵 I was wrong a thousand times
But she was my one good line… 🎵