(Verse 1 – slow, eerie)
I stitched my smile to keep it straight,
Painted joy over all my hate.
They said, “You’re fine” — they always do,
But I’ve been screaming black and blue.
I wrote my thoughts on broken glass,
Hoping they’d bleed before I crash.
This room don’t echo when I cry,
Guess even silence learned to lie.
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(Pre-Chorus – melodic)
And I keep fallin’ through my skin,
Wearing scars like second skin.
I built a home in the abyss,
Where even pain forgets to kiss…
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(Chorus – SCREAMED + sung blend)
Bury me deeper, in this hell I chose!
The mirror cracked, now no one knows.
I’m not okay, I’m not alright —
But I fake the day and haunt the night.
Pull the stitches, let me burst!
I found the truth inside the hurt.
Twist the blade and let it flirt,
With every lie I said first…
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(Verse 2 – half-sung, tense)
I fed my hope to the vultures’ nest,
Choked on dreams I laid to rest.
Everyone says, “You’re not alone,”
Then vanish when you turn to stone.
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(Bridge – whisper into scream)
(Whispered)
Can you hear it?
The sound of me… cracking?
(SCREAMED)
YOU SAID FOREVER — THEN LEFT ME TO ROT!
NOW I’M A GHOST IN THE BED THAT FORGOT!
EVERY “I LOVE YOU” WAS A LOADED GUN!
AND YOU PULLED THE TRIGGER FOR FUN!
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(Chorus – full power)
Bury me deeper, in this hell I chose!
The mirror cracked, now no one knows.
I’m not okay, I’m not alright —
But I fake the day and haunt the night.
Pull the stitches, let me burst!
I found the truth inside the hurt.
Twist the blade and let it flirt,
With every lie I said first…
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(Outro – soft, broken)
I don’t want saving, don’t want light,
I found comfort in the night.
So let me sleep where shadows stay…
And forget I ever lived this way.