Everything in my Hands

Verse 1

I wake up already holding

Every piece I couldn’t drop

Little heartbeat in the background

Every fear I never stop

Coffee cold beside the counter

Mind already miles ahead

Running through a thousand futures

Before I’m out of bed

Pre-Chorus

If I loosen up my grip

Will it all start slipping?

Chorus

I’ve got everything in my hands

And I’m scared to let it fall

Trying to be stronger than I am

Trying to carry it all

Every plan, every fear

Every “what if” in my head

I keep holding it together

Even when I’m hanging by a thread

Verse 2

I can map out every number

I can build a safer place

But I can’t outrun the feeling

Something I can’t replace

There’s a voice that whispers softly

“Don’t miss what’s right in front”

While I’m chasing down tomorrow

Like it’s something I can hunt

Pre-Chorus

And I don’t know how to stop

Being everything I’m not

Chorus

I’ve got everything in my hands

And I’m scared to let it fall

Trying to be stronger than I am

Trying to carry it all

Every plan, every fear

Every “what if” in my head

I keep holding it together

Even when I’m hanging by a thread

Bridge (emotional peak)

What if I don’t have to hold

Every second, every moment?

What if love is still enough

Even when I don’t control it?

What if nothing falls apart

If I finally breathe?

What if I’ve been safe all along

And it’s just hard to believe?

Break (soft)

Tiny arms around my neck

Pull me back into the now

And for a second I remember

I don’t have to figure it all out

Final Chorus (lift + release)

I’ve got everything in my hands

But maybe I can let it rest

I don’t have to be stronger than I am

I’ve already done my best

Every plan, every fear

Doesn’t need to be solved tonight

Maybe holding on to this moment

Is the only thing I need to get right

Outro

So I loosen up my grip

Just enough to finally feel it

Life isn’t slipping through my hands

I’m already living in it