Yeah, yeah Feel like I’m drownin’ again
Tell me when the pain end
Empty bottles on the floor, that’s my therapy
Voices in my head, they won’t let me be
I gave you my heart, it's a casualty
sippin’ shadows, tryna find some clarity
Yeah, I can’t sleep, I can’t breathe Demons in the mirror starin’ at me
Fake smiles, fake friends, fake love I just want peace
I texted "I miss you" and hit unsend
'Cause I cant handle leaving again
She said I’m no good for her
I told her, “You’re no good for me”
We both lie, we both cry
But still, we don’t wanna leave
Pour it up, light it up
It’s the only way I breathe
I’m fallin’ down fast
But at least I’m finally free...
No sleep, just dreams full of gun smoke
Feelin’ like I’m tryna stay afloat in a sunk boat
Mama say, “Pray,” but I’m way too gone
wishing I never did you wrong
Empty bottles on the floor, that’s my therapy
Voices in my head, they won’t let me be
I gave you my heart, it's a casualty
sippin’ shadows, tryna find some clarity
Yeah, I can’t sleep, I can’t breathe
Demons in the mirror keep starin’ at me
Fake smiles, fake friends, fake love
I just want peace, but it won’t let me be
tattoos cover up the past scars
But pain still parked in my backyard
Tried to outrun it in a fast car
Still end up cryin’ under black stars
These days I don’t trust no soul
Even my reflection feel ice cold
Yeah, I been drownin’ in my sleep, fightin’ shadows in my sheets
She left lipstick on the sink, but no closure when she leave
Yeah, I text her just to delete
Scrollin’ through her feed, now I’m sick like disease
Told my bro I’d quit the lean, but I lied, I’m still weak
I don’t talk about it much, but my thoughts don’t let me breathe
I wear chains, not for style, it’s to hold back what’s beneath
Empty bottles on the floor, that’s my therapy
Voices in my head, they won’t let me be
I gave you my heart, it's a casualty
sippin’ shadows, tryna find some clarity
Yeah, I can’t sleep, I can’t breathe
Demons in the mirror keep starin’ at me
Fake smiles, fake friends, fake love I just want peace, but it won’t let me be
If I don’t wake up tomorrow, just know I tried... But sometimes, trying ain’t enough when you’re fightin’ your own mind.