Fake

Yeah, yeah Feel like I’m drownin’ again

Tell me when the pain end

Empty bottles on the floor, that’s my therapy

Voices in my head, they won’t let me be

I gave you my heart, it's a casualty

sippin’ shadows, tryna find some clarity

Yeah, I can’t sleep, I can’t breathe Demons in the mirror starin’ at me

Fake smiles, fake friends, fake love I just want peace

I texted "I miss you" and hit unsend

'Cause I cant handle leaving again

She said I’m no good for her

I told her, “You’re no good for me”

We both lie, we both cry

But still, we don’t wanna leave

Pour it up, light it up

It’s the only way I breathe

I’m fallin’ down fast

But at least I’m finally free...

No sleep, just dreams full of gun smoke

Feelin’ like I’m tryna stay afloat in a sunk boat

Mama say, “Pray,” but I’m way too gone

wishing I never did you wrong

Empty bottles on the floor, that’s my therapy

Voices in my head, they won’t let me be

I gave you my heart, it's a casualty

sippin’ shadows, tryna find some clarity

Yeah, I can’t sleep, I can’t breathe

Demons in the mirror keep starin’ at me

Fake smiles, fake friends, fake love

I just want peace, but it won’t let me be

tattoos cover up the past scars

But pain still parked in my backyard

Tried to outrun it in a fast car

Still end up cryin’ under black stars

These days I don’t trust no soul

Even my reflection feel ice cold

Yeah, I been drownin’ in my sleep, fightin’ shadows in my sheets

She left lipstick on the sink, but no closure when she leave

Yeah, I text her just to delete

Scrollin’ through her feed, now I’m sick like disease

Told my bro I’d quit the lean, but I lied, I’m still weak

I don’t talk about it much, but my thoughts don’t let me breathe

I wear chains, not for style, it’s to hold back what’s beneath

Empty bottles on the floor, that’s my therapy

Voices in my head, they won’t let me be

I gave you my heart, it's a casualty

sippin’ shadows, tryna find some clarity

Yeah, I can’t sleep, I can’t breathe

Demons in the mirror keep starin’ at me

Fake smiles, fake friends, fake love I just want peace, but it won’t let me be

If I don’t wake up tomorrow, just know I tried... But sometimes, trying ain’t enough when you’re fightin’ your own mind.