Trying to Find My Way out

Whispers in the dark, trying to find my spark

Walking through the shadows of my own mind

Every attempt feels just so far behind

Falling down, reshaping scars

Looking up, wishing on stars

Every time I reach for hope

It slips right through, I lose my rope

But I keep on trying, though I fall

Breaks and bends, I heed the call

Learning to forgive my mistakes

Finding strength in every ache

I'm a work in progress, piece by piece

Searching for the peace I need

Though I stumble, I will rise

Mending my broken skies

Trying, trying, never give up

I'm a screw-up with a hope to grow up

Still fighting through each storm

Trying to find my way back home

Every failure, every stain

Teaches me to love again

No more shame, just a fire

Lifting me higher and higher

Lonely nights lead to dawn

Every night I'm reborn

Though I’m fragile, I am real

Stronger now, I start to heal