I'll Walk

If you shine a light on me,

the shadow you see,

Is still from your perspective,

And that's still not enough to get me off this ledge then,

The best day to say, hey, is when

our perspectives eclipses,

Our lights shine from the same places

And we're finally looking at the same pages

But that means our faces are in the same book

And it hasnt felt like we've had the same look

The same words, the same converse

But less truths, and more firsts

My eyes trace a path till you're out my vision and I do what I think is okay

But I still feel your fission

And the pain we both feel from there is nuclear,

blowing up years of hard work and determination

And I know for you, that its deep radiation

And I'm so tired,

And broken,

And tired of feeling lonely,

Next to a person who doesnt see me

but somehow feels me

It's hard for their eyes to deliver demise

But their lips always find me,

And when they take hold, it feels bold

And releases me in every sense I can imagine

And that's when I realize,

that codependancy, is an addiction

And that everything I've ever wanted

Isnt in this position, it has no conditions

And it's never a competition.

The sooner I find, the best part of my mind

The happier I am for this viction

And that's what saves me.