If you shine a light on me,
the shadow you see,
Is still from your perspective,
And that's still not enough to get me off this ledge then,
The best day to say, hey, is when
our perspectives eclipses,
Our lights shine from the same places
And we're finally looking at the same pages
But that means our faces are in the same book
And it hasnt felt like we've had the same look
The same words, the same converse
But less truths, and more firsts
My eyes trace a path till you're out my vision and I do what I think is okay
But I still feel your fission
And the pain we both feel from there is nuclear,
blowing up years of hard work and determination
And I know for you, that its deep radiation
And I'm so tired,
And broken,
And tired of feeling lonely,
Next to a person who doesnt see me
but somehow feels me
It's hard for their eyes to deliver demise
But their lips always find me,
And when they take hold, it feels bold
And releases me in every sense I can imagine
And that's when I realize,
that codependancy, is an addiction
And that everything I've ever wanted
Isnt in this position, it has no conditions
And it's never a competition.
The sooner I find, the best part of my mind
The happier I am for this viction
And that's what saves me.