Lyrics
[Verse 1]
The pain I carry
I can’t let go
Betrayed by everyone
one I know
I kept it sealed up
deep in my ribs
Smiles at my table
cut like a grift
My mommas betrayal
hits the worst though
That wound don’t fade
it just learns to grow
I was just a kid
trying not to break
Now every trust I touch
turns into ache
[Pre-Chorus]
And I still ask why
why me, why now?
I hold my breath
then I let it out
If love was a door
they left it shut
(They left it shut)
If truth was a hand
it slipped in mud
[Chorus]
The pain I carry
I can’t let go
(I can’t let go)
Betrayed by everyone
one I know
(I know, I know)
My mommas betrayal
hits the worst though
(the worst though)
It’s not my fult
I was born
I can’t move on
[Verse 2]
I replay those nights
like a broken reel
Every kind word
had a hidden feel
Every promise made
had a crack in it
Every “I got you”
was a counterfeit
I learned real fast
what silence means
How a full house
can be full of schemes
How your own blood
can turn cold and plain
Leave a child alone
with a room of pain
[Pre-Chorus]
And I still ask why
why me, why now?
I hold my breath
then I let it out
If home was safe
then where’d it go?
(Where’d it go?)
If healing comes
why’s it moving slow?
[Chorus]
The pain I carry
I can’t let go
(I can’t let go)
Betrayed by everyone
one I know
(I know, I know)
My mommas betrayal
hits the worst though
(the worst though)
It’s not my fult
I was born
I can’t move on
[Bridge]
I’m tired of carrying
what they dropped on me
Tired of being blamed
for a family tree
I didn’t choose this hurt
didn’t choose this storm
But I’m still here
still standing up worn
Maybe one day
I’ll learn to breathe
(learn to breathe)
Maybe one day
I’ll let it leave
(let it leave)
[Final Chorus]
The pain I carry
I can’t let go
(I can’t let go)
Betrayed by everyone
one I know
(I know, I know)
My mommas betrayal
hits the worst though
(the worst though)
It’s not my fult
I was born
I can’t move on
The pain I carry
I can’t let go
(I can’t let go)
Details
GeneratedJul 4, 2026
Duration3:31
LanguageEnglish
Style
Hip-hop with a tense mid-tempo boom-bap swing, dusty drums and a wobbling sub under clipped piano stabs; verse rides sparse kick-snare and low ghost notes, pre-chorus strips to bass and a filtered loop, chorus hits with stacked doubles and a blunt chant. Ad-lib echoes, short delay throws on the hook, tape-stop transition into the bridge, gritty close-mic lead with wide hook harmonies and a dark, punchy mix., hip hop, rap
Credits
Prompt byChosen_One_408
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
The pain I carry I can’t let go. Betrayed by everyone one I know.
My mommas betrayal hits the worst though, It’s not my fult I was born
I can’t move on, rap, hip hop
