[Verse 1]
You say, “Can we talk?”
I say, “’Bout what?”
You roll your eyes
I just tense up
Hands in my hoodie
Heart in a knot
You want an answer
I’m stuck on the shock
You broke me first
That part you skip
You want an “I’m sorry”
I still taste the drip
Of every late text
Every dry lie
You ask for the truth
I just change the subject, why?
[Chorus]
I don’t know how to say sorry
When I’m bleeding from the same story
You cut me deep, then you need glory
Like I’m the only villain here
I don’t know how to say sorry
Got these words stuck in my throat, choking
Half of me healing, half still broken
I’m reaching, but I freeze in fear
[Verse 2]
You talk about “us”
I think about “me”
You want a reset
I still see the scene
You laughing at messages
Face in your phone
I learned your password
Felt colder than stone
Now you want closure
I’m still mid-chapter
You beg for calm
I’m guarding disaster
I wanna own what I did
I ain’t clean
But how I apologize
For what you did to me?
[Chorus]
I don’t know how to say sorry
When I’m bleeding from the same story
You cut me deep, then you need glory
Like I’m the only villain here
I don’t know how to say sorry
Got these words stuck in my throat, choking
Half of me healing, half still broken
I’m reaching, but I freeze in fear
[Bridge]
Maybe I could say, “I’m sorry I shut down”
“I’m sorry I got distant when you tore us out”
“I’m sorry I don’t trust you, I’m trying to”
But it feels like I’m apologizing
For what you put me through (yeah)
[Chorus]
I don’t know how to say sorry
When I’m bleeding from the same story
You cut me deep, then you need glory
Like I’m the only villain here
I don’t know how to say sorry
Got these words stuck in my throat, choking
Half of me healing, half still broken
I’m reaching, but I freeze in fear (in fear)