Trauma

Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust, traumatized by these sudden changes, days, weeks months and years pass by in phases, feeling like a ticking time bomb inside, looking like I’m fine outside, dealing with these changes, can’t stand these phases, my soul has been hurt, your body’s buried in the dirt, feels like I’ve been suffocating, longing to be with you I’m forever waiting.

Forever on and on, I deal with this trauma, with the pain lasting long, the pain only causes drama, nightmare after nightmare I lose my pace, as my thoughts and sanity fly into deep space.

Time seems like a fix for all, till all that seems fine is flawed, banking on everything being alright, my mind seems to be the blight, consuming all light and turning it to dark, even forgetting a walk in the park, visions of doom and gloom, feelings that forever loom, what is this feeling, I can’t escape, it’s time for my soul to faint.

Forever on and on, I deal with this trauma, with the pain lasting long, the pain only causes drama, nightmare after nightmare I lose my pace, as my thoughts and sanity fly into deep space.

Crown of thorns lost in a misty veil, destined for the crimson throne, for sins I cannot atone, screaming in silence, no one can hear, smiling through the pain, I have a ball and chain, for those I hold dear, their death I fear.

Forever on and on, I carry this Trauma, The Echo of loss, the shadows, the drama, nightmare after nightmare I cannot erase, as I drown in the murky void of empty space.

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

I still remember,

I still care.