I had to lose you…
Just to find me
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[Verse 1]
I stayed too long, I won’t lie
Tried to fix what you kept denying
Every word turned into a fight
I was dimming my own light
Gave you love… you gave confusion
Felt like love, but it was illusion
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[Pre-Chorus]
But God held me… when I was weak
When nobody chose me…
He chose me
And I heard Him say…
“You don’t need that pain to feel complete”
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[Chorus]
I’m choosing meeee…
Over all your inconsistencyyyy
I forgive you… but I won’t go back again
I found myself, I won’t lose me like I did then
These bridges burned…
But it set my soulll freeeee
Now I’m living in my peaaaace…
And finally loving meeee
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[Verse 2]
You tried to shape me, control my heart
Had me questioning who you are
Every time I tried to speak my truth
You turned it back like I was you
I see it clear now, no disguise
I found myself on the other side
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[Pre-Chorus 2]
And God kept me… when I felt alone
When I had nobody… He brought me home
Now I understand…
I was never supposed to stay that long
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[Chorus]
I’m choosing meeee…
Over all your inconsistencyyyy
I forgive you… but I won’t go back again
I found myself, I won’t lose me like I did then
These bridges burned…
But it set my soulll freeeee
Now I’m living in my peaaaace…
And finally loving meeee
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[Bridge]
I forgive me… for staying too long
For holding on when it felt so wrong
But I won’t lose me… loving you
That’s something I’ll never do
I choose peace… I choose light
I choose me… this time
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[Outro]
I’m free now…
And I finally feel like me…
I forgive you…
But I’m not going back
AshKash
