Letter to God

God please help me heal from all the pain caused by man . My light is dimming I feel it . A sadness a hole I can't fill . I need strength to fight the darkness after me .it's trying to bring me to my knees and I will never allow not again. I see the shadows watching . They are itching for a fight I will give them one . I ask you now to take this pain and give me strength. I have faith I will get through all they bring I know me better now.

They can't get me to side with them the dark it's not my home or family. I cut those ties when there lights went out. Lifetimes ago .

Show me all of me .what am I missing .God what have I not found in me. Please give me direction show me to the answers I seek . God open the gates show me love . Send me love that won't hurt me . I don't want to hurt anymore. God people have lost there way . Do they know what love is .how do we fix this there's so much pain I feel all of it this is when I'm tempted to ask the question why was I made like this . I'm strong . Please send me an angel I need help down here . Amen