On my list

You like the front row, flashing lights

You wear your fame like it's skin-tight

You say you're deep, but you're all display

Gold on your wrist, but your heart’s on layaway

You talk in diamonds, walk in flame

Steal the room, then forget my name

But I’ve seen more than you think I did

Yeah, you're a queen, but I ain’t your kid

You want the cars, the keys, the champagne nights

But I want the truth, not your filtered life

Still every time you walk my way

I forget what I was gonna say...

You're on my list, like a hit I missed

Like a wish I wish I didn’t wish

You're bad for me, but I can’t resist

It’s love, it's hate, it's poison kissed

I cross you off, but you persist

Yeah, you're still on my list

You like control, you play the game

Wrote your number on my windowpane

You leave a mess, then act surprised

Like hearts don’t break when you roll the dice

You got that lip-gloss loaded smile

Sayin’ "stay" while you run a mile

But every time I see your face

I just wanna put you back in place

You're on my list, like a hit I missed

Like a wish I wish I didn’t wish

You're bad for me, but I can’t resist

It’s love, it's hate, it's poison kissed

I cross you off, but you persist

Yeah, you're still on my list

You're the name I shouldn't say

The call I should’ve blocked that day

But baby, I keep comin’ back

To your lipstick trap, yeah I’m off track

You want it all?

The fame, the gold, the fall?

Well here I am — take your shot

But don’t pretend you're something you're not

You're on my list, like a hit I missed

Like a wish I wish I didn’t wish

You're bad for me, but I can’t resist

It’s love, it's hate, it's poison kissed

I cross you off, but you persist

Yeah, you're still on my list

Yeah, you're still... on... my... list