[Verse 1]
Used to fall asleep
With your hair on my arm
Now I scroll through your page
Like I’m tracing a scar
You were home to me
Couch, covers, and calm
Now it’s cold on the side
Where you used to be warm
You were yawning on my chest
I was kissing your crown
Thought I’d die for your smile
You just watched me drown
You were planning your weekend
I was planning our life
Funny how one person
Can cut you like five
[Chorus]
I was holding her every night
Now I’m holding this pillow too tight
You ain’t even try, you ain’t even fight
Guess I loved you more than you liked my life
You left me lost, left me low
Treating my heart like a side show
You didn’t stay, didn’t act right
But I’m still stuck
Holding her every night
[Verse 2]
You said, “You’re my person”
Guess that line expired
You were bored of my love
I was still on fire
You’d forget what I said
I remember it all
Every promise you dropped
Like clothes on the floor
I was begging for effort
You were saving your texts
I was clearing my schedule
You were sending a “next”
Now I’m staring at the ceiling
Like it’s gonna reply
Asking where I went wrong
You don’t even ask why
[Chorus]
I was holding her every night
Now I’m holding this pillow too tight
You ain’t even try, you ain’t even fight
Guess I loved you more than you liked my life
You left me lost, left me low
Treating my heart like a side show
You didn’t stay, didn’t act right
But I’m still stuck
Holding her every night