Left in A Blur

(Verse 1)

I still buy the roast that you brewed in the morning

Still sleep on the edge of the bed as a warning

Then the cold air hits and the reality clings

You’re holding their hand now, wearing their rings

I’m a ghost in the static, just pacing the floor

While you build a garden at somebody's door

They say, "Just be angry, just learn to forget"

But how do you rewrite a life with no net?

(Chorus)

And I don’t know how to move on

When you took the map that we drew

Yeah, you’re already gone

Building a world that is brand new

Did you give them my pieces? Did you give them my place?

Did you scrub out my ghost without leaving a trace?

I’m paralyzed right where you dropped me alone

Just learning to breathe in a house, not a home

(Verse 2)

I caught a glimpse of a picture online

You looked happier there than you ever did mine

Is it easy for you? Did you just flip a switch?

Leave me bleeding out out in the dark of a ditch?

The heaviest part isn’t seeing you healed

It’s the anchor I'm dragging through an empty field

I keep rehearsing the words if you walk through the door

But I’m playing a part that doesn't exist anymore

(Chorus)

And I don’t know how to move on

When you took the map that we drew

Yeah, you’re already gone

Building a world that is brand new

Did you give them my pieces? Did you give them my place?

Did you scrub out my ghost without leaving a trace?

I’m paralyzed right where you dropped me alone

Just learning to breathe in a house, not a home

(Bridge)

Maybe tomorrow my chest will loosen up some

But right now I’m furious, right now I’m just numb

Watching you sprint while I’m stuck on the floor

Wondering how we became a closed door

You slammed our book shut and started chapter two

And I’m freezing to death on the page where I lost you

(Chorus)

But I have to learn how to move on

Even if I don’t know where to start

Yeah, you’re already gone

Living a whole world apart

You gave them my pieces, you gave them my place

But I’ll find a way to inhabit this space

I’m still on the floor, but I’m dragging my steps

Out of the shadow of the promises you kept... for them.