Where are you

Where are you

Where are you

Where are you

I can’t find myself anymore

—Verse 1—

It’s been such a long road, I’ve walked alone, boots worn thin, pavement cold

Dust on my shoulders, hunger in my bones, nights get older, stories untold

Shattered, broken, every piece exposed — patched with lies I never chose

Tryna turn my heart to stone, build a fortress out of all these blows

I memorize the siren song, hear it humming where the lights go dim

Bottled memories in mason jars, every scar’s a line on my skin

I move quiet, ghost in my city, pockets empty but the pain stays heavy

Counting missed calls, counting lost time — traded peace for petty pennies

Haunted by the echo of my old regrets, they loop, they spin, they replay

Walking past my reflection like a stranger every single day

I lace my words with armor, but the tremor’s in the chorus line

Demons sit courtside, whisper verdicts in perfect time

—Pre-Chorus—

But the shadows keep on whispering my name

Old ghosts in the glass, they never change

—Chorus—

Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore

I keep running through the thunder, running out the door

Haunted by these feelings, by the past I can’t ignore

Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore

—Verse 2—

I wear my silence like a coat in the rain, collar up over pain

Every step I take’s a ricochet—echoes ricochet back again

Suicidal thoughts, they taunt me every day — static on the station I can’t change

Like broken film reels, the scenes rewind; I try to skip but the frame remains

Friends turn into mannequins, smiles fixed like cheap acrylics

I speak in low frequency, my truth’s static, life’s a slow tick-tock chronicle

I bargain with the ceiling light, bargain with the night, bargain with my fate

Trading futures for a moment’s quiet, but the silence never waits

Every direction, every mirror shows my doubt; every alley whispers doubt aloud

A thousand little liars tell me bow down, to crumble, to disperse into the crowd

I hustle scars like medals, but the medals weigh like anchors

I’m tryna outrun thunder but the thunder’s got my ankles wrapped in anchor

So I keep moving — shuffle, pivot, step — choreography of the cracked

Praying for a different script but stuck on the same act, scene, track

—Pre-Chorus—

And every direction, every mirror shows my doubt

A thousand little liars telling me to bow down

—Chorus—

Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore

I keep running through the thunder, running out the door

Demons in the hallway, they keep knocking on my floor

Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore

—Verse 3 (rap bridge / spoken word vibe)—

I try to keep in motion, hustle through the ocean of commotion, tides that drag my notions

Wake up with a pocket full of silent letters, failed devotion, broken locomotion

I trade a little hope for the comfort of the thunder, let lightning lull me under

But there’s a heartbeat under rubble — faint, stubborn, hard to plunder

I memorize the constella