Where are you
Where are you
Where are you
I can’t find myself anymore
—Verse 1—
It’s been such a long road, I’ve walked alone, boots worn thin, pavement cold
Dust on my shoulders, hunger in my bones, nights get older, stories untold
Shattered, broken, every piece exposed — patched with lies I never chose
Tryna turn my heart to stone, build a fortress out of all these blows
I memorize the siren song, hear it humming where the lights go dim
Bottled memories in mason jars, every scar’s a line on my skin
I move quiet, ghost in my city, pockets empty but the pain stays heavy
Counting missed calls, counting lost time — traded peace for petty pennies
Haunted by the echo of my old regrets, they loop, they spin, they replay
Walking past my reflection like a stranger every single day
I lace my words with armor, but the tremor’s in the chorus line
Demons sit courtside, whisper verdicts in perfect time
—Pre-Chorus—
But the shadows keep on whispering my name
Old ghosts in the glass, they never change
—Chorus—
Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore
I keep running through the thunder, running out the door
Haunted by these feelings, by the past I can’t ignore
Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore
—Verse 2—
I wear my silence like a coat in the rain, collar up over pain
Every step I take’s a ricochet—echoes ricochet back again
Suicidal thoughts, they taunt me every day — static on the station I can’t change
Like broken film reels, the scenes rewind; I try to skip but the frame remains
Friends turn into mannequins, smiles fixed like cheap acrylics
I speak in low frequency, my truth’s static, life’s a slow tick-tock chronicle
I bargain with the ceiling light, bargain with the night, bargain with my fate
Trading futures for a moment’s quiet, but the silence never waits
Every direction, every mirror shows my doubt; every alley whispers doubt aloud
A thousand little liars tell me bow down, to crumble, to disperse into the crowd
I hustle scars like medals, but the medals weigh like anchors
I’m tryna outrun thunder but the thunder’s got my ankles wrapped in anchor
So I keep moving — shuffle, pivot, step — choreography of the cracked
Praying for a different script but stuck on the same act, scene, track
—Pre-Chorus—
And every direction, every mirror shows my doubt
A thousand little liars telling me to bow down
—Chorus—
Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore
I keep running through the thunder, running out the door
Demons in the hallway, they keep knocking on my floor
Where are you? Where are you? I can’t find myself anymore
—Verse 3 (rap bridge / spoken word vibe)—
I try to keep in motion, hustle through the ocean of commotion, tides that drag my notions
Wake up with a pocket full of silent letters, failed devotion, broken locomotion
I trade a little hope for the comfort of the thunder, let lightning lull me under
But there’s a heartbeat under rubble — faint, stubborn, hard to plunder
I memorize the constella