Intro (fragile, whispered, almost breaking)
I keep staring at the ceiling…
Asking Godd if I’m still breethen.
Every night I get this feeelin
But I’m still here, I guess, somehow alive.
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Verse 1 (soft, cracked voice)
I held your picture like it held my hand,
Spoke to the silence, but it won’t understand.
I traced your letters till my fingers bled,
Still hear your laughter inside my head.
The bed feels wider than an ocean wide,
Your ghost still sleeps on the other side.
I poured my soul into prayers and wine,
But nothing could bring back what was mine.
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Pre-Chorus (rising tension, tears in the voice)
Every scar is a chapter you left on meee
Every tear is a story they’ll never seee
I should’ve broken, I should’ve died,
But somehow the pain kept me alive…
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Chorus (soaring, devastating, trembling UK cadence)
🎶 How did I survive you?
How did I crawl through the fire you lit?
Every piece of me shattered,
And you walked away like none of it mattered. 🎶
🎶 How did I survive you?
Every night I swore it was the end…
But the heart you tore to pieces
Still beats and pretends. 🎶
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Verse 2 (confessional, choking back sobs)
I kept your sweater on the closet floor,
Still smells like the night you slammed the door.
I begged the walls just to talk me down,
But they echoed back every broken sound.
I wrote your name till the ink ran dry,
Wrote it in blood when the tears wouldn’t cry.
I built a coffin out of all my dreams,
And buried myself where no one could see.
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Pre-Chorus (building heavier, voice breaking)
Every scar is a chapter you carved on me,
Every scream is a secret I let bleed free.
I should’ve faded, I should’ve gone,
But somehow the hurt keeps dragging me on…
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Chorus (soaring, layered echoes, trembling)
🎶 How did I survive you?
How did I breathe when you took the air?
Every memory’s a dagger,
But I still wake up and you’re not there. 🎶
🎶 How did I survive you?
Every night I swore it was the end…
But the heart you tore to pieces
Still beats and pretends. 🎶
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Bridge (haunting, whispered with echoes)
Black stains on the canvas,
Red wine on the floor,
Empty bottles where love
Don’t live here anymore.
I screamed at the heavens,
But they just turned away…
Still I rise from the ashes
Of the hell you made.
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Final Chorus (explosive, choir-like echoes, soul-rending)
🎶 How did I survive you?
How did I crawl through the fire you lit?
Every piece of me shattered,
And you walked away like none of it mattered. 🎶
🎶 How did I survive you?
Every night I swore it was the end…
But the heart you tore to pieces
Still beats… still pretends. 🎶
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Outro (broken whisper)
Somehow I survived you…
But I’ll never be whole again.