[Intro]
Yeah…
Mm… yeah…
Sometimes the enemy ain’t out there… it’s in here
(Deep sigh)
[Verse 1]
Been two years holdin’ on, thought you was all mine
But I swear I hear her laughin’ on the other side of the line
Moans in the static, got me grippin’ my phone
Feelin’ like another woman sittin’ right in our home
But I ain’t never seen her face, ain’t heard her name
Just these echoes in my head, drivin’ me insane
And you tell me “baby, you trippin’,” like I’m wrong for feelin’ pain
But how do I stop seein’ fire where there ain’t no flame?
[Chorus]
Maybe I’m sick in the head…
Maybe it’s all in my mind, all in my bed
I’ve been fightin’ wars that ain’t even real
Bleedin’ from wounds that time should heal
Maybe I’m sick in the head…
And I can’t keep lovin’ you if I can’t trust myself instead
[Verse 2]
I’ve been listenin’ for proof, like a song stuck on repeat
Lookin’ for a stranger in the rhythm of your heartbeat
But every time I think I catch her, she just fades away
Leavin’ me with nothin’ but another long, lonely day
I don’t wanna lose you, don’t wanna push you away
But I keep lettin’ my own thoughts stand in the way
Guess the worst part of the truth is when it cuts from inside
And you realize the biggest liar is the voice in your mind
[Chorus]
Maybe I’m sick in the head…
Maybe it’s all in my mind, all in my bed
I’ve been fightin’ wars that ain’t even real
Bleedin’ from wounds that time should heal
Maybe I’m sick in the head…
And I can’t keep lovin’ you if I can’t trust myself instead
[Bridge]
God, I don’t wanna be this way forever
I just wanna love him better, love him better
But it’s hard when your heart’s been through the storm
And every shadow feels like it’s takin’ form
[Outro]
Maybe I’m sick in the head…
Or maybe I’m just scared to death
Either way, I gotta find my way
Before I push the only real thing I’ve ever had away