In my head

Yeah…

Mm… yeah…

Sometimes the enemy ain’t out there… it’s in here

(Deep sigh)

Been two years holdin’ on, thought you was all mine

But I swear I hear her laughin’ on the other side of the line

Moans in the static, got me grippin’ my phone

Feelin’ like another woman sittin’ right in our home

But I ain’t never seen her face, ain’t heard her name

Just these echoes in my head, drivin’ me insane

And you tell me “baby, you trippin’,” like I’m wrong for feelin’ pain

But how do I stop seein’ fire where there ain’t no flame?

Maybe I’m sick in the head…

Maybe it’s all in my mind, all in my bed

I’ve been fightin’ wars that ain’t even real

Bleedin’ from wounds that time should heal

Maybe I’m sick in the head…

And I can’t keep lovin’ you if I can’t trust myself instead

I’ve been listenin’ for proof, like a song stuck on repeat

Lookin’ for a stranger in the rhythm of your heartbeat

But every time I think I catch her, she just fades away

Leavin’ me with nothin’ but another long, lonely day

I don’t wanna lose you, don’t wanna push you away

But I keep lettin’ my own thoughts stand in the way

Guess the worst part of the truth is when it cuts from inside

And you realize the biggest liar is the voice in your mind

Maybe I’m sick in the head…

Maybe it’s all in my mind, all in my bed

I’ve been fightin’ wars that ain’t even real

Bleedin’ from wounds that time should heal

Maybe I’m sick in the head…

And I can’t keep lovin’ you if I can’t trust myself instead

God, I don’t wanna be this way forever

I just wanna love him better, love him better

But it’s hard when your heart’s been through the storm

And every shadow feels like it’s takin’ form

Maybe I’m sick in the head…

Or maybe I’m just scared to death

Either way, I gotta find my way

Before I push the only real thing I’ve ever had away