Every day’s a battle. From when I get up in the morning. To when I lay down I wonder if it was ever enough. Did I work hard enough did I love my family enough. Did I spend enough time with them or even make those memories every kid dreams of .. I so lost sometimes .. I get so lost in this maze we call life. Stuck between doing what’s right and struggling through it or doing what’s wrong and getting to my dreams life doesn’t seem to be getting any clearer..
Even through the madness my lord placed the right people in my life and little by little I started to see how right he was for putting his plan before my own.
The clouds are separating now and the glory of my heavily father glistens through the peaks of the trees and illuminates my skies with his warmth. Every time something went wrong I ended up right where I needed to be.
I long dreamt of a life of wealth and travels but my kids got older nothing meant more to me than being right there by their side.
The laughter the love’in the smiles the cries the high and the lows. I wouldn’t have my world any other way I know my loved ones are smiling down seeing what a man I became.
That’s all I could’ve ever asked for. For my love to be seen. My actions to be felt and my words to be seen !
Without yall my world was so dark but with his grace I’m dreams have come true !