Jatrin luko - GONE FOREVER

first sunrise 24th November 2013

last sunset 16th September 2025

at d-17 I'm alone yet yesterday were all frisky planning each other tomorrow

not knowing there'll be no morrow for you

since death was peering at you with slit eye - sickle held high ready for a life

you spoke as though your knew said sounds from another world call

and on the next hear you're already gone

body lies in an open morgue

moon so high

scavengers perform the postmoterm

I cried Hard till yet still crying

since death crashed my heart

I'm empty inside

and you left me across the road

yet the distance we've travel together is short

left me hanging over fire

as though I'm already in hell

death turned me upside -down like a bat

peeled off my emotions till my life turned on my back

made me bitterness itself

my heart your mirror is broken

you my own is like a past

leaving me wondering from which wing did you come

darling I'm broken I'm lost

it's the blood in my veins that sings to you

in a word full of chaos and pain

where time stands still

I stand next to no time nor you

you're gone like a dream ohhh!

heart feels like lead

find it hard to breathe

since I'm lonely and unwelcome like a lost leper's bell

although the obsession was mine and mine alone

hope you would come back

since all that's running from my mind.....

how to make contact once more

all the years unknown

our love pure yet unheard

now all is known but you're gone .