(Verse 1)
Im slowly loosing grip, My life's a fucking mess
Cold hearthed motherfucker from the hood ambition pumping from my chest.
Always knew I was the best already proved it at the age of Ten, age eleven had no choice had to join the gang, ever since its only bullets flying, homboys dying while the children crying, everyday its bang bang bang
There was no time for us to be kids, from a young age homies lost their lives to this ruthless war
So many fucked situations that I overcame, if you been through what I've been through its hard to stay the fucking Same.
The day my father lost his life really fucked with me filled my fucking heart with all this pain.
(Chorus)
Its not easy where i came from only fucking place where true legends are born,so many youngsters dying,gang killings so many mothers mourn, Surviving the struggle can either shape you for bad or for good, We had to do what what we did thimgs mostly not good, so our Stories would be told until the end of time.
(Verse 2)
Do you now the feeling of waking up and knowing that you might not see tomorrow, yesterday my big homie lost his life, tequila out the bottle, still in disbelieve im drowning in my fucking sorrow.
Everyday it was a battle for my life always cautious coz some niggers on my side started switching sides,
Day and night i dedicate my life chasing rands all kinds, why the fuck day one niggers want to take whats mine,
Demons planting seeds in mind, black gloves black mask move aside while im squeezing on the nine
(Chorus)
Its not easy where i came from only fucking place where true legends are born,so many youngsters dying,gang killings so many mothers mourn, Surviving the struggle can either shape you for bad or for good, We had to do what what we did thimgs mostly not good, so our Stories would be told until the end of time.
(Bridge)
Good memories fading away, only the strong survives the struggle, the hunger, the losses and all of the fucking pain, being broke almost made me loose my hope, im talking on my fucking lowest i even hanged the rope, a voice from deep inside told me no go play your role, so i started selling coke, everyday chasing dibas in different colors thats my only code.
(Chorus)
Its not easy where i came from only fucking place where true legends are born,so many youngsters dying,gang killings so many mothers mourn, Surviving the struggle can either shape you for bad or for good, We had to do what what we did thimgs mostly not good, so our Stories would be told until the end of time.
(Outro)
Be careful of all the fake shit its only blue pill red pill what color will you take take, the devils paving the way planning our demise and he works in disguise right in front of eyes, filling our minds with his lies